Feelings
Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 12:22
I hate the words 'LOVE' as it remind me of someone.
I wish that i never met this guy,
i hope that i never fall in love with him.
I hate it when it comes to an end,
i want it to continue,
but with a good ending.
I can't take it when i knew that there was nothing left for us.
I felt as if i was torn apart...
I felt as if i was missing in the forest,
i felt as if i am no longer in this world,
i felt as if i was about to die.
My heart,my souls and my mind were taken to a place where it is no where found.
When my heart,my souls and my mind were gone,i know it is the time to say goodbye.
As i had nothing to go on with my life.
I want him back,i miss him loads,i love him more then anyone do,
but i had to tell myself,there is nothing else i could do to make everything goes back.
I had to give up of him,i had to let go of him,i had to accepted the reality,i had to carry on with my life,i had to let him know i can do everything perfectly without him.
But no matter what i did,the scars in my heart will never gone,it will still bleed when i see him,it will still hurts when i heard his voice.
Hope that everything will come to an end,where i will never see him again,i will never hear his voice and never gets to remember him again.