Memories
Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 20:49
I could remembered the first time i met you,what attracted me to you is your hair,that spiky red in coloured hair.That time we aren't friends at all just strangers on the street but... ...slowly we became friends,the time we suddenly became very close friends was because of Joseph go.yeah,he ditched me because of his reason,but this became part of ours memories,still remembering those cats at block 524,the way to vista,the shelter all that,and there became a placed where both of us talks about our secrets,our past,what we wants,and time goes joey broke up with you,both of us were upset but this brought us together.We becoming each other another part of life in 2009 18Th of December.On the day before we were together,we went out with a group of friends,we watched a movie show,i seated just beside you,you fed me some pop corns.that was really sweet and thoughtful,as the day went on,on 18Th i went to your house we watched a show using your laptop,slowly i am able to feels that your arm reached out and hold on to me,my heart pumped a lot more than my normal heart beat rate.when you hold on tight to me,i can feel the warm of you.Our life was so sweet but as time passes,problems starts,when its solved,not for long another comes,the old ones goes and the new ones came,its like a cycle,continuously non-stop,not knowing why,why does it have to came one after another,its just hurts us so much.On 7Th March 2010,its the end of our love,we broke up,after breaking both of us hated each other,including those who involved in it,although its not 3rd party or what but its just what everyone behaviour,letting one another hated each other more than liking them.Humans are so weird,Soon our wounds has recovers,waiting for you??No longer.Being Single??No longer for you.So fast!!That you found your new girlfriend,as for me,I'm waiting for a guy that can truly love me,trust me,protect me,care for me.and mostly i am able to put 100%of my trust and love to him and not letting down of myself and him,not feeling regrets or what.Times sure flies as fast as a cheetah is able to run,faster than we humans grown-up.
Although everything are all the past and there's no way looking back to it,but i won't forget any single thing we had spent together no matter whether its good or bad happenings,because this is our only unforgettable memories we had together in my life time,to me it is worth to be remembered.Whether those unsolved problems are true or not,it has already became the past so there's no point for me to search it out,now what i can do is to bless you and your new girlfriend.
May the gods bless the one i once love the most in the past,i bless him,hoping him to be a perfect boyfriend,loving his girl as much as she does,trusting her more than 100%,cares for her,be the one she wants,getting his true love.Having his happiness,succeed in his career,able in solving everything problems he had in his life time.No regrets.May the Chris Jesus bless him and her,A-men.
Well,I'm not a christian but i am from a christian school,just hoping this bless would comes true once i press the publish post button.Because seeing him happy,it will make me smile,i couldn't get it why I'm still missing him till now,and dreamt of him quite a numbers of time.
Maybe the reason why i dreamt of him is because of this Chinese phrase:Ri You Suo Si Ye You Suo Meng
Do you knows what this means??:)Now that you're still in this beautiful world,do enjoy everything here,treasures people who are nice to you but you must not be mean to others even if they aren't treating you nice.Think twice before you do something,knows the consequences of everything.
Although,we are not together now,but i still wants to thank you for everything you did to me no matter its good or not,and ya,those presents you gave to me,i will treasure it,and what happened on the first month,i will never forget,and what you said to me those sweet talk,even though they will never come true now,but that's really nice of you,you gave me a great life time.Thanks!!:)The last hugged all this,meant to me a lot:)
And now you likes apples.HAHA!!:D