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2010-11-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

finally , i'm back to my blog again ==
recently , many bad things happens , but now :) everything has come to peace ^^
(take a deep breathe)phew ... i'm so relieved now :)
I can finally start a fresh new life ^^ without him :)
true friends never be apart with you :) thanks sheena :D

Maybe , i should just be the way i suppose to be :)
At least that will make my life more cheerful and lesser misery :)

And the new Kiam Pei is on her way to her new Journey !! WOO ~ :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

NDP !!!!

2010-08-28T15:00:00.009+08:00

It wasn't really a pleasant night to me .How i wish i never met him before and my life with him would be great , i won't cry infront him , because of you , many things happens and i dislikes you . Having Fun with Li yun Running to see those lovely fireworks .

I'm so sorry to let you worried for me . Although , we are over now , but i hopes to see you being Happy :)

YEAH !!

2010-08-08T12:38:00.002+08:00

Yesterday , suddenly Kenny calls me and asked me out to play basketball , with Sheena , Li yun they all :D Having Great Times there ^^ But not really that pleasant mood to . As there's so many things making us so furious :@
Oh and when we went back , hahahahahhahs stupid Kenny bounce the ball at the bridge there and the basketball bounce out , and dropped down to the muddy place X_X Yi da and Kenny trying to get the basketball and me the clever and smart one , of course saves the day !! HAAHHAHAHAHHAS !!!!!!!!!!! XD Because tiny ma then can go in easily ahahhas , that Kenny afraid of itch :D then i found the BALL !!! WHAO ~~~
When i came out , my leg caught some mud to it :( OHH ~~~ SOB SOB !!! :'(
Oh Ya , stupid Kenny never said in details of the thingy , then i go take bus till inter-change :D then met him at bread talk then walks to 806 , to play basketball and the retards Kenny almost went wrong side == Zzz Lucky we didn't went to far away from there hahahahs !!! Or i will surely knock his head :D
Then play and play Oops ... Soon , lights out awww ... :( But continues to play awhile having great time !! Sure i do :DDDDDDDDDDD
Later , going play basketball with primary school friends not all la , asked Desmond , Hong Wei , Lin Jun , Li yun , Zi min But not sure if Kenny is coming :/
Oh well , never mind .
Hopes Li Yun's and her FAMILIES will enjoy their day today !! ^^ BBQ !!! Don't burn your hair o Li yun :P ahahhhahahs

Just Being Honest

2010-08-07T01:41:00.000+08:00

Erm ... how should i start first , erm , will be changing MY style of typing all this , because it feels so weird to have YOU following the style of mine , okay maybe you didn't but it's so damn obvious to me because you never use that before and after i changes it , you changes too didn't you ? It's so damn ashamed of yourself , don't you have your own style ? I hates copy-caters Manx ! It feels so freaking wrong okay ? Please , be more sensible ? Have your own style , opinion and fashion taste , and ya not that over as well . please be more open-minded don't be out-dated alright ? And you really gets onto my nerves with all sorts of your nonsense . You REALLY REALLY have to knows what's fashion okay ? Seriously , i had enough , really ENOUGH ! Please do please ... .... go realise your mistake and your taste alright ? Oh God ! Damn it man !
And , knows what's the problems with you especially your thinking . Your attitude really suxz !

Wonderful Friday !! XD

2010-08-06T23:13:00.003+08:00

WHOA ~~ Feels so damn freaking GOOD TODAY !! I saw my dear Joel !!! ~^^~ Its been quite a long time since i last met him :( But !!!!!! I can feel the warm of his hugs and i can still feel the strong LOVES of OURS !!! Just me and you :) No others hahahs :DDDDDDD
Today everything went quite smoothly ,, Went to school had a GREAT time there ,, enjoying every single performances and folding of straw stars during FTC ~~
But voice wasn't that good in the early sunny morning .. But manage to get the voice back since maybe after going Cwp with Li Yun AND Li Ting !! Although ,, it was not really that pleasant mood went we went out because something went wrong ..
Then helping them to wrapped those PRESENTS FOR ****** !! hahas ... XD Hopes he would LOVE it !!
After that went Vista ,, alone walking here and there like a retard == Couldn't meet up with Amanda .. SADDED :'( Went to find ah bee ,, long time never see her too !! wanting to see her's stead siol :(((((((((((((((( so unique o ~
Then chit chatting with her those aunties and uncle very funny !! (Customers) :D Then went to meet up with Li Yun again !!!!!!!!!!! ^^ Went to disturb the auntie there (Malaysian) But lots of fun ya !! Went Civic ,, morons sia us .. walking here and there around the DBS == hahas .... Unlucky me ,, the time is up .. Then went back to 515 ,, buy FRENCH FRIES ~~ Li Yun damn hyper ( Shhhhh .....) Our top secrets o !! hehes ... keep guai lan the uncle :P No la ,, he guai lan me too ,, but no worries .. I'll be Back !! hahas ... No la ,, we always like that de ,, bu da bu xiang shi ma right ?? We're very closed de since i was don't know primary what too ..
Went to Vista disturb the auntie again then play awhile with the model hand ( Inhuman) hahahs .... Went back again to find Ah bee ,, awhile more went to Li Yun's house saw Benny eating ,, he did not see me until quite a while then he asked me When did you come ?? hahas ... Walao never notice me :( then watch the show quite nice .. Talking about fashion thingy with Li Yun and Ting while watching the show ^^ ( Beloved Show) Then went to facebook all this and that .. 10 o'clock went home on my way back saw someone running towards me hahas ... It's JOEL !! Shocked man !! XD SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY I really can't imagine that he would just pop out right in front of my eyes .. :DDDDDDDDDD Oh My God !! That really freaks me out ya :) Okay got to return computer to my lovely brother :) Not the elderst one .. But both of course is my lovely brothers la AND of course sisters too ..
Oops ,, i mean i have sisters too and i love them not my brotehrs are sisters ar .. Don't misunderstanding hahahahahs !!! BYES !! :D

SO damn F*** UP !!

2010-07-31T13:47:00.004+08:00

Sick and tired of every single thing !!
I just wants to get out of this f***ing life !!
I may have you now ,, but will i still be having you in the future of ours ??
From the appearance it may seems that i have you but inside of it ,, do i gets your heart ??
No ones shares my sadness or happiness ,, so what for i doing all this ??
Isn't this unfair ??
Posting it anywhere to hint you what's my feelings are ,, but did you ever care about it ??
I'm just unimportant to you ,, am i right ??
I don't catch your eyes on me ..
I feels so foolish ,, stupid and retarded ..
I can see it by my eyes ,, i can feel it by my heart ..
But do you even knows anything ??

Do you shows loves and cares to me ??
You knows nothing about me ,, i hate to staying with you !!
Why won't you let me choose what i want ??
Did you ask for my opinion before ??
Why do you always wants me to do things which i don't like ??
Do you ever thinks that i will hates you for what you had done ??
Or you never care how i feels ,, how i thinks ??
And what i wants ??
In your heart ,, do i even stands a place ??

FUN FUN ~~

2010-07-14T11:24:00.003+08:00

Hopes he likes the present i gave him last night :) Okiees today gotta go out with my lovely sister ^^ hees ... Hopes to have fun there got my plans for this year already :) Hopes it works just the way i want .. then i will be happy o ~ ;) (saving plans) HAH !! :D lotta fun TODAY !! buh bye ~~ Muackz & Huggies :*

13Th July 2010

2010-07-12T16:57:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to you my dear !! :) had not been seeing you for quite a long time ,, its like suffering in hell without you :( Wonders if you're gonna come and find me tomorrow ,, i don't wanna say this but ,, its really hurts me alot ,, i wonders if you're really serious or not .. Comparing now and the days we aren't still couples ... Haix ... never mind i guessed its quite a good news too ,, it can test on me to go on my life by myself although its rather tough without another partner supporting me ,, cares for me and fight with me .. Well ,, its okay to be alone in the world to fight right ?? I just hopes that i don't fall apart from the world and you :) I want every ones to be Happy just like the usual me although life is difficult but with the trust and loves from my families friends and YOU ,, i believed i can manage it all by myself :) Happy Staying my love ~
I hope you don't get the wrong thinking because i don't really knows how to say :) so ya .. Just stay happy :D i like the way when you're always happy :D

3Rd to 11 th July 2010

2010-07-12T16:46:00.004+08:00

Nothing much ,, go on as usual ,, my toe isn't hurts anymore but the nail kinda dropping off ,, scary !! D: friends keep pang sei me :( very sad i was like dying at home rotting ,, today kena pang sei by my sister :'( AGAIN PANG SEI PANG SEI !! How could you guys like this ,, you won't even take wants to tell me about it one day before ,, until i keep calling searching for you then you told me you're not able to .. It really piss me off but i had already cool off now :) Just hope that you won't make the same mistake again .. Its not only Sorry and everything will be fine ,, you make me Happy at first and Disappointed at last ,, i had always been waiting for this day yet you said you can't make it and without telling me first ..
Chinese - Kong Huan Xi Yi Chang ,, bet that you know right ..
Oh well nothing much le ..

1St & 2Nd July 2010

2010-07-12T16:39:00.002+08:00

Erm ... seriously i don't remember what's going on ,, on 1st july :P hehes
But for 2nd ,, i remembered something ,, i wonders what rumours about me is going about again ,, well but i didn't angry or disappoint because i knows that if i didn't done something wrong why shoud i really go find out what's going on .. I know it must be a mistake ,, if you wants to say i will listen but if you don't wanna tell i won't force that's all i can do :) Just hopes that we're still friends as usual ,, quite fun that time ,, i not sure what events was that but i knows its Zhi Rui Birthday :D and i gets to say Happy Birthday and sorry about some inconvient earlier when we were at the platform :P Sorry Zhi Rui no present :D Next time ba :DDDDDDDD hehes Had a great time there :)

30Th June 2010

2010-07-12T16:35:00.002+08:00

Oops .. Sorry never got the chance to say Happy Birthday to yo on your birthday that time :) Hopes you're okay with it :) Erm ... as for your birthday present ,, next year ba :P hees ... Money tied this whole year la .. So ya ..
Not much that day play basketball here and there :)

News !!

2010-06-29T19:25:00.002+08:00

Top 10 Artists

Eninem
Justin Bieber
Drake
Lil'Wayne
Miley Cyrus
Lady Gaga
Paramore
Rihana
Alicia Keys
Taylor Swift

Rihana 548.71% Winning ^^ Vs Jay-Z 223.29%

29th june
Local Celebrity Chef Jailed
(Never go read the news)
wanna know ??go to xin.msn.com

29th June
-Dannii minogue : I was never broody before i met Kris Smith
Pregnant Dannii Minogue insists she never got broody about having children before she met her boyfriend, Kris Smith.
Despite being close to her 40s, The X factor judge says babies was something she just never thought she 'would do'.
The 38 year-old added : "I had never been broody.

28th June
- Fergie laughs about break-up rumours
Black Eyed Peas singer Fergie has laughed off speculation that she is leaving the chart-topping group and taht she is pregnant.
"Obvivously i've left [The Black Eyed Peas.] I'm gone ,"Fergie teased.
"I was actually organising a room with my mom,trying on old clotheshes , trying to purge and cleanse and Josh came in.

17th june
-'underage drinker'mistaken for Justin Bieber
-Woman mistaken for Justin Bieber on night out
(Too long don't wanna write out X_X ) found on metrolyris.com

Walao that Stupid teacher ==
Go catch my piercing for ?? You had more piercing than me manz !! :( See la !! Now some of the ear holes closed :'( Sob sob ** Very pain man !! Bleeding neh :c I HATE YOU LA !! Don't wanna go catch others girls come catch me for ?? :( WALAO EH !! Gotta pierce again ==
But very funny siol because only those piercing from The Bluez ones than closed but those from X-craft didn't worx ^^ holidays go pierce again :P

Sunday !!

2010-06-27T07:25:00.003+08:00

Today is our 1st Month o ;) Hopes you remembers .. Mmms ... But you aren't free so nevermind ,, later will be going to find Tsin Ee to do HOMEWORK !! :P then later go Cwp with Samantha to buy things then go back Fragrant to find Amanda ^^ to talk about things :D hahas ... Casual Chat :) Then see and wait ,, see whether if i can get the chance to see him today :D Erm ... got my nails painted hahas ... Damn funny XD finally got it right .. But not really that good looking on the left .. Wasted a lot keep remove and repaint over and over again .. Hahas ... Noobie ma :D But nevermind .. I will success one day .. hahas ... wait long long jiu you XD okay damn high today and yesterday .. No la ~~ Is everday !! hahs !! == okay enough !! ==

Saturday still got things haven't wrote yet ,, went to Fragrant do homework ,, then played basketball Tsin Ee and Chen Xi seems so upset ,, i go entertain myself ^^ done some drawings with Sam and Agnes :)

Then played with You Zhe until 11 plus :D i know is Zhe You ma :D hahas ... But to bad i will call your name You Zhe from now on ^^ No la ,, joking :) He bullyed me !! :( So sad lor ,, he bullyed my chair too ,, then terrence never help me de .. Yesterday ,, played till like really siao lor XD then went to chat with Amanda ,, go buy drinks first ,, saw one cockroach :( Don't dare to screammmmmmmmmm because got a guy there ,, but got jumped up la ,, can't hold myself ma ^^ Especially when its so DAMN NEAR to ME :( Then the guy walked away .. Didn't catch the expression he got on his face ,, too embarassed to even look up :P I was like a retarded jumping there :D without making any noise XD

On Saturday !!

2010-06-27T06:51:00.004+08:00

Thought of eating lunch with YanLing and Qixuan but they already ate ,, called Samantha to Cwp with me .. I bought 2 Hair Bands ,, 1 pair of earings ,, 4 Nail polish :D and all this cost me lotsa money to be gone T_T
Chatting with Samantha ,, so funny ,, went to Vista Point saw YanLing and Qi Xuan ,, at first only Qi Xuan caught my eye ,, then thought who she's with get a closer look ,, chey is YanLing == :P HAHAS !! Joking ar ^^ Then settled down chit chatting with them awhile go Cheers buy GREEN TEA ,, went back ,,stay there talking then Samantha went back to Fragrant don't know for what ,, then when she came back ,, she was furious ,, but did not really affects our mood that day we were all having fun there :D The Dasmond Koh keep picking on QiXuan :D See them danced ,, those small kids so damn funny !! XD Their dancing not nice de :( Bu zhen qi la !! Ruin the Pink Panter dance steps >:( WHAT THE !! he hes ... not really know how to spell ,, sorry !! English damn bad :) Then gotta Buddy and Girl Girl ,, don't know what shit la :P hahs .. remind me of something ,, the speaker damn loud then we still seats at the 1st row ,, then keep talking on their dance all this :P So bad uhh ?? hees :) Then the Dasmond Koh go pluck the Buddy white hair and still said what got pimple == What the hell man !! hahs !! Still got the annoying Oranges dance performance but quite short la ,, then keep laughing at many stuff then the Dasmond koh keep saying us :D In between ,, Iskandar and Esmond came ,, Iskandar said he wants the girl number then i say go take la ,, then i picking on him ^^ then he also ,, but kidding de la .. In awhile they go back le ,, then i saw those dancers at the so called 'Backstage' there taking many photos == Then the circus show came on ,, so DAMN LAME !! :) The magician quite lousy leh :P Then lucky draw i told Qi Xuan what if there's someone wearing skirt :) ohh then ho seh liao ^^ Well ,, who knows ,, there's this grandma got the chance to win the voucher but she has some bone problems so hr daughter take over ,, ha has ... her daughter wearing skirt siol ,, but lucky ,, its not like those will ... ... de ^^Oh ya ,, there's this ah ma ,, wear till VERY SEXY SIOL !! :DDDDDDDDDDD Qi xuan and i laugh till siao ^^ her shirt is kinda transparent ,, red in colour then inside damn sexy XD REALLY !! Can go ask Qi Xuan if you don't believed :D Then after the show ,, we go find the Dasmond Koh ,, took pictures with him :) and mine one is the damn ewww photo .. Not nice siol :( saddled !! While he was walking to the van ,, he did said Goodbye to us ,, then only i never said Bye Bye back :P he hes ... Don't know why i reacts that way la :)

On Friday !!

2010-06-27T06:37:00.004+08:00

Went down to meet YanLing ,, waited for her at Fragrant's Basketball Court at first she texted me and said not coming le ,, but not for long ,, she went down ,, asked back her basketball .. So i went to her house with her ,, doing homework and chit chatting with Qi Xuan ,, hopes Qi Xuan don't take her words into her heart .. But guess she's not that petty right ^^ HAHAS !! Chill ya ^^ Don't angry later got winkles :P But did not finish my homework la ,, for sure de ma :D So playful but YanLing finishes her homework worx :)
Went back home after that .. Go watch my television :D

On Thursday !!

2010-06-27T06:05:00.004+08:00

Yep !! There's a match held in Fragrant's Basketball Court ,, on 3pm plus .. Hmmm ... Went to meet Qi Xuan to eat KFC at 888 Plaza ,, yummy :D We ate ... ... Oops sorry i forgot what we ate :P ha has ... Then went back to fragrant ,, Not much people yet .. When they the 1st quarter ends ,, YanLing's knee cap was injured and also her ankle .. As for Yue cong his ear got elbow ,, Harry fell down ,, and i guess his leg was hurt too .. :( Very sad ,, I called Donald to start the 2Nd quarter much later due to their injuries and there's no other sub ,, so he want to see his players ,, i ran home ,, get changed and bring a ball down too .. On the 3rd quarter ,, i helped Wu Ming to played ,, not helping much ,, sorry :( erm ... then the last quarter ,, Zimin got an leg cramp or ... not sure what .. Then they ended the match ,, so we placed the score as draw :) To be fair to those hardly train players :)
And after that ,, i was chatting with YanLing :) Then went to CC chat with that jie jie .. Many people went to Vista ,, not sure buying what ,, accompany Amanda to the toilet .. HA HA !! Then when we came out walking towards the basketball court ,, guess what !! Amanda said eh Joel leh ^^ he hes ... Then i was like where where ?? :D Saw him at the basketball court there ,, so i quickly ran towards him :D And we hugged each other :) (So lovely right ?? :P) Went to Vista with him ,, after awhile he went to Upper Thomas Road :( So fast .. Haix ... Then having fun here and there :D

On Tuesday !!

2010-06-27T05:51:00.005+08:00

Sorry :D Too slow to update this lovely pictures :)Today want to X-craft to pierce my 4th and 3rd hole with Amanda .. Great !! :D

Sad :( Did actually thought of and great ideas to take a picture of it but too bad ,, i got into an accident .. Injured my feet :( Loss of blood ,, just two small cuts and it causes me so much blood to be loss ..

That day was waiting for his message the whole day ,, was worried what happens or what might happen after that ,, afraid of losing you .. But you did always gave me surprise :D You came that day ,, without any warning that you will come .. Was really happy ,, but how i wish you will always be on my side .. No matter what ..

Boring day ~~

2010-06-24T02:12:00.004+08:00

Oops ... sorry for 1more post ^^ just remembers about it hahas ... :D don't mind reading right XP
Well ,, today went down to meet Amanda ,, go bought foods for my grandma and aunt ,,as for myself i bought cookies and popcorns ^^
But eewwkz :( the popcorn suckz .. Not nice at all ,, got kinda weird smell but too bad too hungry so just finishes it :) But it's okay because kinda sweet though :D
Hmmm ... seeing Tsin Ee ,, Harry ,, Zimin ,, Yue Cong played horse ,, then after that played a match with Terrence ,, Dennis ,, Zimin ,, Yue Cong Amanda and of course ME !! >.<>
So sad my injured toe and the swollen part isn't recovers yet :( BUT !! Good la ,, hope that i can don't go school :P stay at home to enjoy :D hahas ... But cannot neh ,, do badly for my M.Y.E la ,, gotta catch up :D MUST DO WELL FOR MY E.O.Y ^^ Jia youus !!
Erm ... after that done some drawings at Fragrant's Basketball Court ,, so ya :) Not much today but something happens AGAIN today :( My toe got stepped again ,, the injured toe .. Haix ... sadded andda ... ... hees ;) people who is there should know ^^ :P
Okiies ,, gotta go chat with Amanda le .. BYES !! MY CUTIEZ FRIENDS !! ^^

Match !!

2010-06-24T01:28:00.004+08:00

YEAH !! Finally :) just left with one day and the match will soon be started ,, can't wait to see ^^ hahas ... Just because of some problems earlier so both teams decided to have a re-match tomorrow on 4pm ,, Jia Youus o ~ My friends :D
Guess there's not much problems right now ya ??
Hopefully ,, everythings will go smoothly tomorrow :) God bless us and also let them play well without fail and injuries .. Amen :D
Today ,, did my own shopping list :D
Quite bored not much people today and ... He isn't free this week sadded :( thought might be able to see him .. (sigh~~)
Disappointed .. But its okay who call me to fall in love with THIS busy guy hahas ... XD
Hopes to get the photos as soon as possible ;) from qi xuan :DDDDDDD Nice pictures of us !! I LOVED IT !! ^^ NICEESSSSSSSSSSSSS Muahahahaha ... ... XD XD XD

RANDOM !!

2010-06-22T01:18:00.002+08:00

Sorry uhh ,, so long never use computer liao ,, so haven't delete the post but just done it just now :) hahas ... :D Okay hungry now :( wonder why so many people addicted to maple :( sadded .. Wonders ,, give comments ya
:D

Random

2010-06-22T00:26:00.002+08:00

Anyway ,, many of my post were writing for fun ,, just write write nia not really about my real life problems don't misunderstood lolx !!
Hahas ... Finally got some of my piercing ,, walao today go The Bluez pierce ,,they like no licences de .. The girl help me pierce that moment her hand was shaking ,, i can feel the great vibration of hers.. Haix ... God bless me Manx .. Nothing much happens to me ,, only VERY VERY VERY THE PAIN X_X .. Gave her pierce my ear holes for only three and i can't take it .. TOO PAIN DUDE !!
ON 19Th June there was a match Wu Ming Vs 6yue ,, i helped Wu Ming as they shorts of players ,, my toe injured on that day ,, poor thing because i can barely walk ,, but still too hyper and played basketball again ,, unfortunately , i injured 3 fingers ,, that was so much in pain but i manage to score well ,, but only awhile :) That day wasn't a good day because many people angry o !! D: But !! Not me and Amanda both of us were very HYPER ^^ Hahas ... Next day ,, early in the morning got stepped by my dog ,, right directly at my injured toe ,, knocked onto the chair also because of my dog ,, he kicked my toe when helping him bath ,, the water splash onto my foot and it hurts was because of him again and i stepped on my own toe was BECAUSE OF HIM AGAIN == because my brother called me to help him take my dog stuff then i too rush .. Haix .... So sad :'(
The following day after that ,, Chen Xi accidentally stepped my toe and that was the 1st time i pain till my tears drops out .. It hurts like hell ,, totally hard to explain the pain of me ..
Today ,, thought that everything will works out smoothly but who knows ,, i went to play basketball and my toe got injured again .. Its like what the !! my finger is still swollen .. But very happy today because He gave me a surprised ,, thought that might not be able to see him again ,, who knows he suddenly texts me said that he was at fragrant ,, i quickly rush back with my friends to see him ^^ HAHAS .... today at Cwp saw jade Regina and Shamus ,, when back to fragrant saw Zi Xuan Jia Yuan Yi Jie Wei Xiang .. LOLX !! So fun today :DDDDDDDD LOVED IT !! But ... ... Still couldn't get through something .. And couldn't sleep well for quite a long period of time ,, how i wish that i can sleep well just for this one time .. :) Good news finally knows what to gave one of my friend his present ,, own him quite a long period already :P Hopes he don't mind .. okiies .. That's all for today my friends ..
The cheerful me has comes to the end of today's story ^^ See you again next time :)
Ahliyosh my friends .. hahas ... don't know how to spell but something like that la ,, the pronunciation :D

From now on ...

2010-05-10T16:05:00.004+08:00

From now on ,, i never want to be with you
coz you broke my heart deeply ..
You surely never had a thought of mine ,,
although ,, everyone would think of themselves ,,
but at least ,, AT LEAST they did had a thought for their love ones ,,
do you ??

From now on ,, my life without you is much lighter ..
I couldn't manage myself and you ..
We just doesn't match for one and other ..

From now on ,, just look at me and say goodbye ..
Don't walk away without doing something you should be doing ..
Because this shows me you doesn't care for me ..

From now on ,, you walk to the north and i will walk to the south ..
Never meet up ,, when the time is right we will meet up again ,,
and therefore ,, i will see a different part of you ..

Just like what you see in this world the past and the present its all changing ..
What's is yours is yours .. No matter what happens ,, it will still be yours ..
As this is the fate of yours you can do nothing to change it my dear ..

My own mind-set ^^

2010-05-10T15:54:00.003+08:00

Wonders what in his mind ??
You never gets to know ,,
having you isn't what i simply wants ..

Your words ,, your actions ,,
has deeply given a meaning to me ..

I have never wanted this way ,,
no ones knows it ,,
who knows ,, that things will goes on to what we never expected ..

Don't hide from me anymore ,,
what's on your mind ,,
you can just say it to me ..

Remembered ??
The time you promised me that you won't hide from me ..
Don't get away anymore !!

You're a man ,,
and you knows how to get through it ..

Don't be a coward ,,
coz no one will sympathize you ..

Face it ,,
and its all done ..

You knows what i hate of ..
So why don't you just speak up and tell me ??

There's nothing you can hide from ..
Trust me ..

You will regrets of what you had done now ..

Our Love's

2010-04-18T04:12:00.000+08:00

One look
One smile
One touch
One embrace
One kiss
One love
Two people
Two minds
Two souls
Two destinies
One road
One journey
One ending
Together.

Love is made up by 2 person,Without you,My life wouldn't be so much better..
Its all thanks to you my love one..

Broken Heart

2010-04-18T03:59:00.000+08:00

Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.

Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever.

The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go,
and knowing when to say goodbye.

No pleassure, no expressions just an illusion of what should of but wasnt.

I hate you for not letting me have you.

Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.

The day you finally decide to love me will be the day
after the day I have given up on chasing you

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody
but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...

I had a dream and it was about you ...

I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ..."

My Darlings~

2010-03-26T00:56:00.002+08:00

Thanks darlings,for accompany me when I'm sad.You guys have been quite a while with me,and we do have problems but i don't wish to see you guys being so tough.Wonders should i listen or not,but its all in the past now.I can confirmed that i likes someone else,congrats to me.hahas...wonders what is my impression to him:)But I'm glad that he did not like that girl this really do makes me relax more.Hopes we will have better relationship^^Hopes he will accept me if i ask,bless me o~^^
The Best Gift From Gods To Me Is To Loves You!!:)
Did heard stuff about you:P but its okay,i don't mind about that,i will give you my 100%trust and of course LOVE too~

Memories

2010-03-21T20:49:00.002+08:00

I could remembered the first time i met you,what attracted me to you is your hair,that spiky red in coloured hair.That time we aren't friends at all just strangers on the street but... ...slowly we became friends,the time we suddenly became very close friends was because of Joseph go.yeah,he ditched me because of his reason,but this became part of ours memories,still remembering those cats at block 524,the way to vista,the shelter all that,and there became a placed where both of us talks about our secrets,our past,what we wants,and time goes joey broke up with you,both of us were upset but this brought us together.We becoming each other another part of life in 2009 18Th of December.On the day before we were together,we went out with a group of friends,we watched a movie show,i seated just beside you,you fed me some pop corns.that was really sweet and thoughtful,as the day went on,on 18Th i went to your house we watched a show using your laptop,slowly i am able to feels that your arm reached out and hold on to me,my heart pumped a lot more than my normal heart beat rate.when you hold on tight to me,i can feel the warm of you.Our life was so sweet but as time passes,problems starts,when its solved,not for long another comes,the old ones goes and the new ones came,its like a cycle,continuously non-stop,not knowing why,why does it have to came one after another,its just hurts us so much.On 7Th March 2010,its the end of our love,we broke up,after breaking both of us hated each other,including those who involved in it,although its not 3rd party or what but its just what everyone behaviour,letting one another hated each other more than liking them.Humans are so weird,Soon our wounds has recovers,waiting for you??No longer.Being Single??No longer for you.So fast!!That you found your new girlfriend,as for me,I'm waiting for a guy that can truly love me,trust me,protect me,care for me.and mostly i am able to put 100%of my trust and love to him and not letting down of myself and him,not feeling regrets or what.Times sure flies as fast as a cheetah is able to run,faster than we humans grown-up.
Although everything are all the past and there's no way looking back to it,but i won't forget any single thing we had spent together no matter whether its good or bad happenings,because this is our only unforgettable memories we had together in my life time,to me it is worth to be remembered.Whether those unsolved problems are true or not,it has already became the past so there's no point for me to search it out,now what i can do is to bless you and your new girlfriend.
May the gods bless the one i once love the most in the past,i bless him,hoping him to be a perfect boyfriend,loving his girl as much as she does,trusting her more than 100%,cares for her,be the one she wants,getting his true love.Having his happiness,succeed in his career,able in solving everything problems he had in his life time.No regrets.May the Chris Jesus bless him and her,A-men.
Well,I'm not a christian but i am from a christian school,just hoping this bless would comes true once i press the publish post button.Because seeing him happy,it will make me smile,i couldn't get it why I'm still missing him till now,and dreamt of him quite a numbers of time.
Maybe the reason why i dreamt of him is because of this Chinese phrase:Ri You Suo Si Ye You Suo Meng
Do you knows what this means??:)Now that you're still in this beautiful world,do enjoy everything here,treasures people who are nice to you but you must not be mean to others even if they aren't treating you nice.Think twice before you do something,knows the consequences of everything.
Although,we are not together now,but i still wants to thank you for everything you did to me no matter its good or not,and ya,those presents you gave to me,i will treasure it,and what happened on the first month,i will never forget,and what you said to me those sweet talk,even though they will never come true now,but that's really nice of you,you gave me a great life time.Thanks!!:)The last hugged all this,meant to me a lot:)
And now you likes apples.HAHA!!:D

2010-03-07T20:20:00.002+08:00

Its over,ITS REALLY OVER NOW:(
What i dreamt wasn't the same as what happens today.
I'm quite disappointed with you,but i knows if you being with me you will be upset,but i wants you to know something,there's always a reason behind everything i do,but it seems that you don't understand just like you test me,making me jealous.
I cried at the staircase we talk just now,hoping to see you walk back,but you did not so i decided to stop it,n=maybe what you said that I'm changed all this,but who makes me changed is you,do you know that??The more i love you the more i became so.....If its was the past,i had already given up,no matter whose fault it is.but i try to patch back and i once had my love fade,and i still try my best to love you and now i did it,but you didn't even try,you said you will love me again,but how much effort have you put in??Okay,maybe i didn't realised,just hope that everything will goes back as per normal,everything will not be the same if we do it together.
Well,you said it in blog that i didn't put in any effort,that's what's you think of,have you thought of me in the first place??maybe,but to me it don't seems to and you said i didn't trust you or even love you,i had always been loving you and i trust you once and what did i get??
It seems that everything you wrote in blog is my fault have you thought of my feelings,not only just you being stressed up:(i don't understand you??its just that you are truly complicated.you have to be indirectly,but for me i have to get straight to the point alright??:)
But its no use now,but its okay i will wait for the day when we truly be together again and never be apart,you keeps asking me not to wait you,i rather be disappointed than never had any chance before,at least i wait i might have chances and if i don't,i never had that chances and why i wait is because i knows i really loves you even if i don't wait,i knows my heart is still waiting,i can't accept any guys at all only you:)Its true whether you believes or not.I will still kept my promises.You can always comes back to me.

Full Moon

2010-03-04T21:12:00.002+08:00

I don't know whether is this a curse or not as all my ex and i broke up that time,i will always look up to the moon and its always on full moon.I always thought full moon is the day that everyone will be joyful,the most romantic day every couples would have,but for me it is the worst day i will gets,no ones know who I'm really is as me myself no longer knows anymore.

You know what i cannot stop myself from thinking of you,i try to be hack care,i try to enjoy my life without you,but now i really do knows that i do really care you lots,miss you and love you!!But,i had no confident in myself,no longer.

I did not sleep well whenever i had an arguments with you,I'm really tired,this year i never slept well at all,yesterday when ever i tries to sleep,i just can't stop what I'm thinking,thinking about how i met you becoming friends,and best friends lastly,boy girl friends.the good memories of us are always flying around my head even when I'm so angry with you,but in a day i will not be angry as all the memories calm me down.

You are my love one and you shall be...
Knowing you is our fate
Choosing you is what i made
Loving you is what i hate...

Because my LOVES for you is greater than the love,do you get it??
It is something that is too great that nothing can describes it:D

Moving house

2010-02-20T16:36:00.002+08:00

You know what guys,i might be moving house to Chua Chu Kang,but glad that i might not be transfering school,i know many of you will miss me right??couldn't bear to say goodbye to me,because you guys told me.But you know what,i will still go out and meet some of my old friends,so no worries that you might not be able to see me agan if we are not in the same school,i will miss you guys defintely:)

I will miss you loads dear!!We might not be seeing each other everyday but we need not worry as the problems between us is already solved right??and as long as we are still in love with each other,maybe you will be upset but i won't because she said you will gain my trust and if you don't trust me,how will i trust you right??

And i can says that i am ready for anything even if you dislike me anymore,likes other girls,or you think we aren't suitable,i won't be that foolish again to hurt myself because i can't force anything to be right,i will hold on tight to you but at the same time,i might also have to let it go right??

Okay,that's all for today in my blog,goodbye:)

Wo De Shou Hu Shen

2010-02-02T16:38:00.002+08:00

Shen ming zhong zhi you duan duan de ji shi nian
Zhen xi ning de Yan Qian Ren
Shen zhi shi shang hai guo ni de Lian Ren...

Bao hu shen hui yong yuan de bao hu zhe ni
Tian mei de sheng yin
Mei man de xiao rong
yong yuan bu bian zai wo xin zhong

Yin ci de ni bian chen le wo xin zhong de
Meng zhong qing ren

Xiang hao hao de ai hu ni
Hao hao de bao hu ni
Hao hao de shou chang ni tui wo de zhong xin
yu ning wu xian de ai

Wo ke zhen xin yun you ni lai pei pan zhe wo
Dang da jia dou zai xun zao zhe zi ji de bao hu shen shi
bu zhi bu jue di zao dao ni le

Wo shen me shi hou cai neng jian dao ni ne
Sheng me shi hou zai hui yu dao cuo zhe

Xu yao ni de wo men hui yong ai zhe ni ah
Ning jiu hao xiang wo men de mu qing yi yang de qin mi
Yong you tong yang de wen ruan
Ni shi tai ti wo men de mu ai huan lai de Ai Qing ma
hai shi You Qing ne

Qian zhe ni de shou you wo yao de wen xin
Bao zhe ni de shen ti you wo yao de ai xin
Qing qing peng zhe ni de zui you wo yao de wu xian ai de li liang
neng ruan wo zhen zhuo qi lai de ni wo ke yao ai hu ning ah...

Qian zhe wo de shou ba
Ruan wo men yi qi fei xiang wo men de jiang lai
Ruan zhe shi jie bian de gen mei man
Ba wo men de ai dou fen xian gei da jia

Ren men ah Ni men gan shou de dao wo men de wen ruan ma...

1st Month

2010-01-19T19:22:00.006+08:00

On 18Th Jan 2010 is our first month,i thought it will be a wonderful day,but it don't seem to turn up what i expected for on that day.I was really being touched by you,you prepared a fruits meal for me,a very cute,delicious and wonderful present.I'm really sorry that i did not gave you a better present as i do not have enough time:( i will do better the next month:)But the most saddest thing is that you and Ernest said something which really broke my heart but I'm fine after that sleep,I hope that you will be okay with it that i did not gave you the wonderful present but still letting you to be worried about me.Although,my plans did not go accordingly but I'm still quite happy as i still manage to do what i suppose to do even though its so...haha...but i still did make you happy right??That day was really a unforgettable day as i had a high fever,bad cough and worst flu and had no energy too.Still remember that girl??A friend of Chris,Li Ting Li Yun told me that she goes find Ernest that last night and we did miss a great show^^Hope to see her again??Well,for me yes,as she is quite interesting:P Don't you think so??Well,after posting this,I'm sure many peoples going to think that I'm insane:)Well,not in the past but yes,right now:)My life will not going to be black and white colour,but including every colours,just like a rainbow interesting colourful never had an end always had new adventure coming up challenge yourselves.I'm starting to knowing my life more,go into it and know more about it,do what you like be as crazy as anyone do,Life is yours no one is to bother you and hope you guys gets into my life know more about me^^but don't interrupt me while I'm still sleeping:D

Days,time

2010-01-12T22:17:00.003+08:00

Well,it has been quite awhile seen we saw each other again,i hate the school,its way too boring this year i felt like sleeping all day long but still,i try not to sleep,but to listen in class,its hard!!My classmates are all dead almost all as the class is quite silent the teacher lesson is too boring that makes us all being so tired and wants to sleep instead of listening to our teachers.My friends complaints to me says that they wants to sleep and also saying that the V.p and P of mine school is way too talkative,so much saliva to waste but don't think that half of the school will be listening and same goes to the sec1 don't think they like it,they should be at some where else while the VP or p are talking.And basketball is eating up my time,i don't have much time to finish up my homework,or spent time with friends,family and mostly Nicholas:( Should i quit i know i am very irritating as i keep changing my mind,its because some of my friends said that i should quit basketball and join others CCA while some said that i should stay if not others may think something bad on you,but i don't really care what others thinks of me its just my dearest friends only,because they are special to me:)so i will be upset if they dislike me,my heart will torn apart and there will be a cracking sound from my chest.okay got to go sleep,good nights sweet dreams too!!BYE BYE!!:)

8 More Days

2010-01-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

Yup,8 days more to go and it will be our 1st month:) Times sure goes fast,just a blink of an eyes,and here goes the tomorrow,and one by one every thing changes quickly,our hair grows,our weight gains,our height grow,our characteristic change and every thing seem so differently,hard to recognise.Flash back to the miracle memories,the time when we first met,the first word we said to each other,the first impression we had for each other,the place we first met.After quite a long time we spent together,we gets to know each other well.I still remember how we did become more closer,its the time when i and my ex just broke up,i was totally upset and did never forget that i cried again and again because of him,you will stay beside me and comfort me and so did i doing the same thing to you.We will chat about our pass when there's only two of us playing with cats.Sitting down talking how we used to be so and so...We did never gets bored when we are together but when we are separate apart,we gets to miss each other,cherish him or her more,getting bored easily and loving him or her more than before.How i wish that i did met you before first,but if i did not goes through all this tough life,i will never could stay long with you i will never look out of this world further more.I'm glad that its not too late to met you in 1year back.Its good to have you:) You brighten up my world,you bring many happiness,and great stuff into my world but sometimes we did face up to some problems,and some is hard to be solved,hopes that we will go through all this together and staying happily:)
I LOVE YOU!!18122009143

Adventure

2010-01-02T12:40:00.003+08:00

Well,relationship do really are complicated and many misunderstanding.When you are working hard on it,it let you think through a lot,many unbelievable things,many new adventure is coming towards you,you will have to prepare everything before you start the Games.No Preparation,No Adventure,No Games,No Life!!Everything in your world is a GAME,Think hard on it,work it with your own ways,find your way out to another adventure.Its just a win or lose game,you win you had new event coming through,you lose,you will suffer!!But we play it with our own life,friends,family and strangers.Different from those video games we are playing right??The whole wide world is playing with you,know the rules and you're in the game.Not knowing that from the starting of the day you're born,you're already in this game.Either you're playing this game alone or with a partner that you fully trust in.But beware that you might betray by your own family or friends,cheating yourself isn't good at all.Being heartless or letting someone else to controls you.Isn't all this scary,well,the truth is the world is huge and it is scary if you step into a trap and its all done,but it might be fun if you knows the rules and having plans with it,find the clues for every mystery.Take step by step and not rushing through with it.

A weird day

2010-01-01T01:36:00.004+08:00

Today,in the morning i woke up and do my stuff then went down to vista point to buy my school shoes and who knows i ran into Belinda:D We chat for awhile then i went home back to prepare things,I'm going out with Niny,Ernest,Joseph,Mark and Ray.We watched a movie show Niny and i were late because...Well,i don't really know why I'm late too.haha...:D Probably because I'm too slow??Might be:P We went to Arcade after that interesting show.I was not feeling quite well today,DIZZY!!:(But I'm fine afterwards,so no worries:D And of cause we are all hungry,we headed to a shop,while waiting for Mark and Ray^^I ate CURRY PUFF!!YUM YUM!!Taste the best!!:)Then went to Sweet Talk,PURE OREO!!:D Taste GREAT!!But there's some Milk Tea favour in it as well X_X HATE MILK TEA:( DA DA :$ Sorry,not really knows how to spell it.Okay,lets continue my real life story:) Mark and Ray appears at the Cold Storage,because we are there,that's why they are looking for us at there:)Okay,i know,quite lame huh??HE HE...(BEST PART)We settled our DINNER'S at SAKURA^^ YUM YUM!!NICE FOOD!!HA HA...TOO BAD THAT YOU DIDN'T WENT THERE!!IT WAS A GREAT TIME I SPEND TODAY!!But there are always some unpleasant things would happen,but just know mentioning those good event,no one would love to hear about bad things right??Then,we went back,we celebrate end of 2009 and starting of 2010 at our house nearby.We played at there,its only a short period for me,but i do really enjoy it,thanks guys for giving me a WONDERFUL day today:)And i met a new friend too!!

Hope that i can post pictures to you guys to see it,but so sorry that i don't have cables==and can't find it too:(

NINY I AM REALLY VERY SORRY TO MAKE YOU SAD:(
I just hope that you could understand how i felt for you of d******* w***
Maybe i should just try to accept it so that it will not affect our relationship.

Alvin and The Chipmunks2

2009-12-30T12:45:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,watch movie with Niny,Tsin Ee,Hanzi,Harry and Yue Cong.We watched Alvin and The Chipmunks2.Quite a nice show!!^^We went to Yishun to watch because we might miss the show at Ang Mo Kio so we decided to change the place.Before entering the show,we went to Mac to have our meals,YUM YUM!!After watching the show we went to take bus,but who knows we stopped at Seng Kang Mrt==So we came out from that bus and headed to the entrance of the Mrt,tap our Ez-link card and take the train.Finally,after the long journey,we arrived Woodlands,we were all beats X_X
Before heading towards Causeway Point,June had a match with Tekong,not sure who was in that team,ha ha...:)June lost the match but they will win them again one day.Good Luck and All The Best my friends,school is going to reopens,busy days are coming:D

Yesterday

2009-12-27T15:13:00.002+08:00

Well,the day before today is the date when June vs Wu Ming,guess what,Wu Ming won.But the truth is it doesn't matter whether who wins,because both party earns new experience.And they are all still friends right??I was so upset that Sheena actually didn't turn up on that day,i asked her to come,but she didn't.Quite upset,after that match,became June vs Bin Wen Groups.Not sure who wins,but i don't really care because I'm not their team members right,ha ha...:)

Went to Vista to eat Maggi^^Tom Yum flavour.YUM YUM!!Later on went to RC to take a short rest,and went to my friends house,wait for them to finish up their meals and went to another friends house again,ha ha...we watched movie show by the lap top and lastly,i went to Vista Kitchen to have my Dinner,ha ha...Quite late that time to have my Dinner.Hmmm...I had Fried Rice for it and chit chat for a moment with my friend,talking about something which is quite unbelieveable.haha...:)

Well,my Grandma isn't feeling good today.So I'm staying at home to take care of her,hopes she gets well soon.She is alright before she is sick,I'm confused,how come out of the sudden she would fall sick and very badly too:(

To My Dear Sheena

2009-12-24T22:27:00.003+08:00

1hour and 30minutes more to go,where Christmas arrive and Santa Claus coming towards all my dear friends house to give them some surprises to make them HAPPY and giving them the present they always wants to get from the day they born^^Its the GREATEST thing where someone could get 2 BEST present,you're my BEST SISTERS forever,no matter how serious is the matter that we are auguring and no matter how hard we tried to give up either one of us,we will NEVER be apart because the God is always there to pull us back together again,the more we quarrels,the stronger our bonds will be and the more we will cherish each other more than anyone do in this whole wide world right??i guess you would always supports me,no matter how far i falls from either the hills or the mountains.No matter how painful i am after falling,you always knows i need you to give me your precious hands and pull me up once more again.And BELIEVE me,i will do the same thing to you too.I do really hopes that you could get HIM one day and don't give up,he might really belongs to you,trust yourself you can do it nothing is impossible.
MERRY X'MAS MY DEAREST FRIENDS EVER!!

To My Dear Niny:)

2009-12-24T20:38:00.006+08:00

Times flies pass us so quickly that every moment we spend together isn't enough for me to be with you,i hope to be with you as long as i can till the end of the world.To tell the truth.From the day we met i was so annoy by you,because you likes to bully others,well this doesn't matter me,i don't care how you would like to say me or hit me but please don't say I'm short you do always said it whenever you sees me,although i was use to it that people says that I'm short,but it still hurts when someone says it to me. Even if i don't show that expression out,but my sure do think something bad of you. When i think back of it,it sure do makes me laugh,how bad i am to think who you are. After knowing you better,i starts to think back the time when i thought of you being so irritating,mean and fierce. What i thought of you isn't quite true that's not how you would behave,you're just being playful,that's how you communicate with others and you're just being serious about it. It meant something to me whenever you said something to me,it shows me something when you did something to me.Well,after hanging out with you,knowing you more better,i think you are really a great friend to me,a very special friend,a friend that care me a lot,that will be there for me,share with me your sadness or happiness,comfort me,protect me and Never let me to be alone:) When the time reaches 12am,its the time to say 'Merry X'mas' even though i can't celebrate with you,but i know your soul is just staying beside me,keep me company.So that i will not be bored without celebrating it with anyone.Santa Claus will give you the BEST Christmas present ever because you are the most special friend i ever had and Santa do really give me the BEST present ever and not being shy i could said that you're the present i always wanted to have:)

LIFE!!

2009-12-21T08:51:00.003+08:00

My life is so boring,today training is cancelled,thought might be able to go out to have breakfast with Niny,didn't know that Niny still asleep that's what i guess so.I was Happy to heard the news,but...How am i be able to improve my basketball if i don't gets enough training??Quite upset as well,wonder if there is anymore training furthermore??Hmmm...My stomach is growling,I'm so damn hungry X_X But have to wait for Niny to wake up,so that we can have breakfast together:D GREAT!!

Wonder what's my besties doing now??Are they still asleep??Not sure,Just called Sheena,and i was thinking whether is she still half way sleeping,which is because i call her and wake her up??Then quite sorry!!:( Didn't do it on purpose.AH HA!!Just saw that she's online now^^HA HA...Weird.

Later,might be going down and look for Tsin Ee,hope that i will get some fun there,not to be bored and listen to songs,although songs give me a peaceful environment^^...He He...

OKAY,got to go do somethings else:)BYES~Anyway,Pei Pei FEELINGS for TODAY is Not UPSET!!HA HA...CHEERFUL^^

2009-12-19T16:41:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,celebrate Chen Xi Belated Birthday,So FUN!!:D Before that meet Niny,go bugis and buy his fishing stuffs then go vivo city.We go eat steamboat,YAY!!Yummy!!XD Delicious,but dangerous too,because of the oil,it will jumps out,ha ha...Okay,got to go!!BYES~

12days

2009-12-11T14:02:00.005+08:00

12days after being apart from you,i always hope to see you again,but whenever i saw you,my heart will be torn apart.Each time i see you,the deeper the wound gets.Its hard to give up on you its hard to forget you its hard to be with you again.
I do really miss you a lot,but do you still miss me like you once did it before??
I guess now you are missing someone else,someone who is better,smarter,prettier, someone who will treats you love you and miss you more than i do.
Its good to see you having your Happiness.

16more days to go,is the day which i would have a unforgettable memory in my mind.So is that beautiful memory in your mind as well??
But 2days after it,is the most scariest memory i would like to forget it,but its hard to.

Love is a trap where it will bring me to HELL...

Waiting for you...

My new blog

2009-12-05T10:00:00.002+08:00

Well,this is my new blog skin,Fanny helps me to solved my problems,thanks a lot Fanny:)
In cased my readers do not know where to tag me,just scroll down the tag board,its hard to see,its grey in colour and small arrows at the top of it and bottom of it:) Its the same goes to my information and Links:) Well,yesterday do happened many unbelievable things,and unacceptable matters as well.I hope everything will be back to normal soon.I hope i will be able to recover as soon as possible,even though it will still bleeds.Okay,that's the end of today post,do remember to tag me before you leave.

New Moon

2009-12-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

Mood for today-:'(
Still thinking to go watch movie with Gina's Group or Tsin Ee's Group or Qi Neng,hard to choose,or maybe i should just go alone by myself,this will be better:)Its hard to choose,i think i should just stay at home and watch television or use computer??
Today is a bad day but not worst day ever,because we plan to cycle but ended up not enough bicycle,so i wear my roller blade and they use bicycle,poor Kun Chen have to walk by himself from Fragrant to 888 plaza,sad right??Okay,got to let my sister use computer,so byebye!!Post next time:)

SADDED

2009-12-02T11:33:00.002+08:00

:( I can't upload photos to my blog,because i can't find my cables.That won't be any good news because my blog will be very plain,it don't looks good without photos but only words,how boring it is.Well,maybe i should just think of another way.Hope it works!!Today,didn't go for training because yesterday my Grandma told me her knee cap pains,she can hardly move,hopes she gets well soon!!:)Well,the reason i stay at home and take care of her because i afraid that what if she falls down and nobod knows this won't be any good news to anyone right??My brother,father and sister went to work,my another brother went out.So no one wil be at home take care my grandma,so i decided to skip my training and take good care of her:)
Now she is sleeping soundly,Shhh...Don't wake her up:) Okay,chat with my dearest readers next time,byebye!!

2009-12-01T21:36:00.002+08:00

Today go school training,but nded up no training,so i go play basketball with my team members,we took many photos,next time then post it on my blog:) Remember to view haha... but its in the facebook le,so you can view it in Sheena's profile.
After that at Rc's slack then fall a sleep,Zhi Rui says that there is a Zhang Lang there,he scared me,i scream out loud :X haha...very ps.okay got to go,bye bye:)

2009-11-30T15:25:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!!I'm back miss me??:) Well,currently my mood isn't good yesterday just got ditched== okay that's lame.I'm so beat just got back from training and later going down to meet tsin ee.HAHA...This month do really happens many things,many unpleasant things.hate to see those things,but no choice this is fate this is what gods wants it to happen.
Yesterday,almost get involve in 2 cars accidents:P Too playful,okay don't scold me ha ha...mostly don't tell my family about it.because they will scold me like hell.its like almost the end of the world when hearing them nagged at me or scold couldn't stop==

Happy Birthday Angel^^

2009-11-14T10:41:00.003+08:00

Well,yesterday quite boring,then go meet Andy at his block downstairs.Follow him go to his friend house to give her a SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY!!Her name is Angel,Nice name:D When i saw her,i seem to be knowing her at some place.Then she asked me whether we know each other at Christ church basketball court.Then i remembered that time we played basketball together,ha ha...:D With Sheena they all.So FUN at her house,Andy is like a joker,whatever he says make me laugh XD He is a great friend:) I do really enjoy going out with him,because he brighten up my day whenever i was sad,just like yesterday:D Thanks Andy For EVERYTHING!!:)
I believed that who ever be your girlfriend will surely be very fortunate:)
GOOD LUCK IN YOUR A LEVEL!!
AND FINDING YOUR TRUE LOVE!!:D

PAIN PAIN

2009-11-04T13:56:00.002+08:00

Not very clear,sorry!!So pain one guy,although his nail are short but my skin still tear out by his nails i know he is not on purpose:)So i don't blame him but that day keep say sorry no use to him haha...Hope he don't mind because just joking only:P There is some blood stain on my PE T-Shirt because i go wipe my palm with my T-Shirt:) Well,nothing much just that yesterday while playing match,i keep injuring my ankle:P Hope it get well:) AND MOSTLY,hehe someone might be giving me jersey WOW So happy:D GREAT DAY!!

2009-11-03T17:20:00.002+08:00

Well,i don't think i will be quiting basketball anymore because something is fine now.I hope it will be fine afterwards,although not really quite solved but now it is better then before.And i think what Jia Qi said is right,i can still manage my time well,i will go according to what she said:) But i do really hope to improve my skill i know using mouth to say is easy,i need to take actions,but i just don't get it,i play basketball with friends every weekends its like almost everyday i will be playing basketball but why can't i play well??:S Is it because i injured my ankle frequently??Its just so complicated everything seem to be so confused,so blur,so difficult when i try to figure every mystery out.Why can't i just get the answer,even if anyone wants to make thing to be better for me,no need to make a one big round just tell me straight away in front of me because it is better to get hurt like this then making a whole one big round its a waste of time and it hurts deeper to me.So any unhappy things you had to me,just tell me straight away,i can understand i am not that type of unreasonable person,i will think though it,if it is a misunderstanding,i will tell you what actually is the fact and we will still be friends right,no matter what happen what the worst thing is about don't be afraid i can take it and so take your courage,stand up straight and tell me what you are thinking about and what you are unhappy with me about.If not i will never know and never guess though it,i can't read a person mind and so do anyone so lets us all be brave and make things clear to everybody anyone no matter who it is and what its up to.It is really better to be a straight forward person but not to be too mean or way to forward person,just be the way you are but you must also knows when is the right time to say and when is not,know what should you say and not say,this is very important because it will affect the person you are talking to and also including the people around you,mostly,knows what you are talking about,if you are not sure,then ask or confirm it first don't just straight away make things out,this will get you or anyone who involve in it to get into trouble:)

Sisters Forever

2009-10-31T13:43:00.004+08:00

We are not friends!

We are not Good Friends!

We are not Best Friends!
But Sisters Forever!!

This relationship will never change even until we are both dead...

Even if we are dead,our relationship will still continue in the heaven and also until we are reincarnation,we will still meet each other:)

Our bonds is the strongest one ever,don't jealous because you will find one too!!

PICTURES TIME XD

2009-10-26T19:36:00.008+08:00

Lazy to edit so just put this all:)So byebye my fellow friends:D

2009-10-24T22:26:00.002+08:00

Today go Sembawang played volleyball and basketball with Hillar,Li Fang,Shi Hui,Zheng Yu and other people.Well,quite poor thing today,because Hillar seems to be very angry and i injured my finger two times,my nose was been hit by the ball one time and my mouth too.So sad,my mouth bleed,it hurts:'( While Zheng Yu and me waiting for the stops,we chit-chat for awhile and i realised there was this one Indian Man keep staring towards my direction,i was wondering,why did he keep staring,what so weird about me or the others,well,its none of his business too.LOLX!! When i reached home,i online my msn,saw Jazer online,ha ha...Finally,he online:D So happy,because he never online:( Yes,i know i am very lame== Okay,no pictures today,so nothing much special too.BYE BYE!!Got to go sleep:) Nights~Sweet Dreams To All Of You:) May The God Bless Shi Hui Not To Sneeze Again:P
Sayonara My Dear Friends^^

The Worst Day:'(

2009-10-23T17:25:00.009+08:00

Signature

The Xiao Ding DongXD

Finally,both laughing:D ==

So FunnyXD

So emo:(

Hehe...:P

My drawing:D The Love!

Never Judged The Day By The Pictures== (Changed)Something did goes wrong that day.That was the worst day i ever had:'(

Freaking Hell Life

2009-10-20T20:45:00.002+08:00

So Confusing,sometimes it is better not to decide things your own.I HATE MYSELF,I HATE MY LIFE!!!IT IS SO DAMN SUCKS!! I always thinks that everything will be fine,everything will be perfect,but it is all a lie,i lie to myself,i am such a fool,such a damn freaking person,such a stupid,retarded,idiot person:'( I make everyone suffered.I make everyone disappointed.I make everyone sad.It is just all because of ME!!! What should i do to make everything fine??:( I just HATE to decide it,because no matter what i choose i will make someone sad.I am such a loser,i am a lousy person.IT IS ALL MY FAULT...I HATE MYSELF...
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I DON'T WORTH TO BE ANYONE FRIENDS,BECAUSE I LET THEM DOWN AND MAKE THEM SUFFERED A LOT...
Maybe i should just be alone for awhile to calm myself down:'(

Playing with Jian XIng,Xu Hao,Jazer,Amadea,and others

2009-10-19T22:39:00.003+08:00

Having FUN today??HA HA...Quite fun,but it was so sunny today...The weather was so hot,sweat a lot X_X Before playing match with Xu Hao they all,went to CWP with Amadea,we took many pictures,but because i am now really got to go first,so i will post it another day.
So bye bye my dear reader...Keep on reading my blog,don't go away XD HA HA...

FUN TIME I HAD TODAY^^

2009-10-17T20:24:00.016+08:00

Shi Hui<3

Li Fang<3

Jian Xing<3

Hillar<3

Alvin<3

My dear friends,so did you all had fun today??HAHA...So tired today,after playing match,still go accompany Alvin go ran that black track.So tiring,well,just now while running,at first the 1st round i was fine,but when it comes to the second round,my lungs start to feel weird,its like so dry that i hardly breathe.But i was fine afterwards.Lin Jun sure do felt lonely,haha...Who call him not to follow us along there:D Left only Alvin,Lin Jun and me,we went to cause way point,Alvin bought burger for his dinner== while we were walking towards the library,we saw a man,keep on repeating the same songs,well,quite poor thing...I want to donate some money to him,but i don't dare,i was scared by him,when he keep staring at two girls,quite scary for me.It changes my mind.After that,the library was closed,so we headed back to the cause way point.While we were walking back,i was so afraid that i walk so far away from that man.But can't blame me too!!Because i am really quite scared of his weird behavior.After awhile,i was fine,we went to sweet talk to buy bubble tea,actually,it was only me who was buying it:P We then decided to go home as nothing left for us to do and it is so late as well,so Lin Jun walked back home from cause way,Alvin and me took bus 900 back home,we talked about something else.And he was like don't want to return me back the basket ball==Xiao Hai Zi :P Anyway,i got sun burn:( When i reached home,then i realised when i look in the mirror that my face was so red.Well,my reactions was like oh my gosh!!What happened to my face??HAHA...LOLX!!XD Alvin asked one of his family members to buy 4D for him.So funny!!Then Lin Jun said if you really get price,remember to treat us or whatever because it was we two who told him the number.So lame...Oh ya,We played the swing outside the christ church,and Alvin injured his finger because of Lin Jun.Haix...Poor Alvin,haha...:D I didn't know that so many people trusted me with their secrets:)

Trainings

2009-10-16T23:53:00.002+08:00

Today is like so cool and tiring but also scary...Today training was with boys== so...haix...no mood playing too,not feeling well TOO:'( today there were new teaching to us,so fun but get scolded my coach:( well,it is not that i don't understand but is like i am afraid that i might do wrong and make everyone suffer.So sad,get scolded so many times.I feel like quit basketball and join other CCA which is not so stressful.I am very worried about my studies,so stress about basketball and studies:( How i wish in the first place i did not join basketball...I am quite regret but...i had to get over with it.So lets pray for me that everything will soon be fine:)
I might go find a job next year or maybe when i am secondary 3,hope that i can manage everything well.(Sigh*)I think i will see some of my friends opinion and decide whether should i quit or not:)
Okay,everything will be fine soon^^The darkness will be gone and the sun will soon rise up and bring me to the right path:D
Well,tomorrow hope it will be a wonderful day,i invited Bao er,Hillar,Li Fang,Sheena,Shi Hui,Allson,Jazer,Jian Xing,Lin Jun,Taufiq and Zheng Yu:D
Now only Lin Jun and me has aready confirm that we are going but the others still not sure yet:(
Jazer,Jian Xing and Taufiq never reply:(
Zheng Yu might not be able to come:'(WHY??

I no longer needed you

2009-10-15T17:29:00.002+08:00

Well,i guess its time to say goodbye.I know that i can't be this selfish to hold on tied to you,just because i want you to love me.I really do want you to love me as much as i do but its impossible.There is always someone who needs you more then i do.I know what i want the most now so its time to say goodbye although i really do miss you but i know you will be missing someone more then i misses you:) So i should give you up,as the old ones goes the new one will then becoming towards me.And i know i had 3 friends who will be lending me their shoulders whenever i need it.So good luck to find the one you truly love.To find the one that will truly treat you well more then anyone do,i am surely clear enough that i am not the one which you should be treating well on.I may be small but my mind and my thinking sure is mature enough to choose the right path for my future,and so do all of you my dearest friends and readers...

Do not always hold on to something that might not belongs to you but others:)

Yesterday

2009-10-14T14:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,While waiting for Traufiq to bring his basketball,Sheena and i waited at the basketball court.At first,we suddenly became so cold to each other,but after awhile when i tried to asked her why she becomes so moody??She said nothing.Then i say lets go lent basketball from Jade and Elaine,and she said okay.So i asked for Jade permission,Sheena asked me to asked whether Jazer wants to play or not.Of cause Jazer said anything i guess.So funny,then i asked to play match with Jazer,not Jazer V.S me,i will surely lose,it is Sheena and me one team V.S Jazer alone.Well,Jazer won:(Then we asked Xiang Yang to join us,Boys V.S Girls.Then i keep forgetting to count the score:'( Keep on starting from zero again and again:P When one of the court is free.We played at there.Now became Xiang Yang and me V.S Sheena and Jazer,Of cause,i am such a shorten memory person.I forgot to count the score again.Then some guys from the other court asked Jazer to go there,and so he went.Xiang Yang and me played one V.S one.And i almost won i think so:D He is the only guy that never hit my ball away while i am shooting^^Such nice person,Jazer didn't actually jump but just placing his hand above me,and i am not able to shoot anymore:( So sad.He is way too tall,ha ha XD After they gone home,Sheena and me played basketball with Traufiq they all,Yong Kang is such a naughty student.HAHA...Okay,thats all for today^^

Chr Basketball players

2009-10-14T13:53:00.003+08:00

HEHE...Sorry,that i keep saying this.Just for second reminder.
There will be training on friday,2pm.Its xin fang who told me.Hope to see you there:)

Happy Birthday LIN JUN^^

2009-10-12T18:52:00.002+08:00

Hey,i hope you don't mind.Just want everyone to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!:D Can right??I am sorry that i did not say to you today in school as i am a little shy:P I did not buy present,so sorry:( So i hope you really had a great time today.So did you having fun with your friends today??I wish that your wishes will come true^^So did you mention me??Don't you dare not mention me,i hit you then you know.HAHA...Joking...Don't take it too serious,i don't want tomorrow to have two big panda eyes XD I am very sure you won't right,you so good to me^^ HAHA...Hey,after reading this,do remember to tag me okay??:D
GOOD LUCK THEN MY FELLOW FRIENDS~
ALL THE VERY BEST~HAHA...==
HEHE...AND ONE LAST THING,ALLSON REMEMBER OUR PROMISED!!Okay??

Birthday Present to some one...

2009-10-11T12:24:00.002+08:00

It's so hard to find a birthday present to one of my classmate.His birthday is coming soon:(and i still haven't buy any present for him yet.it is hard to choose...What should i do??I just don't understand what boys would like for their birthday present.Hard to find right??I know know what one boy who will like for it's birthday present,ha ha...That's my dog,ha ha...It's male.he he...
I hope she will not be upset,because this make him to be unhappy too.When he is unhappy,i will be heart broken:P I know,i am stupid and lame
Oh well,never mind,maybe i just say happy birthday to him:)
It's so hard to know what boys would like the most for their present.haha...kidding,it's just that i don't really understand him:P

I need somebody to be with me...

2009-10-09T22:29:00.002+08:00

I need you to be on my side...
I want you to give me your support...
I had never want anything much in my life,i just only want you...
I am getting more and more restless from the day you stop talking to me,listening to me,watching me and giving me your support...
I felt so weird without you telling me not to give up...
I felt so crazy without you watching me doing anything...
I felt so uncomfortable without your listening ears...
I felt so lonely without you talking to me...

I know i am naive but it is just because of you that make me so retarded...
I believe in you,even though you never want any further more relationship with me...

But everything is changing...I want nothing much more except for one last thing i want it the most,I need someone to be with me...

What i need the most??
Who is the one??
Why i need it??
Where is that place that i can find you??
Which is the most suitable ones for me??
How am i be able to treat you the best that i could??

Why does L.O.V.E is so complicated??:S
I just can't figure it out...
I just want to know who is the one that i should be holding on with??
It is hard to find,maybe i should be more patient and just let everything to goes on as per normal:)

My Ankle:(

2009-10-08T17:47:00.003+08:00

Today played basket ball after school with sampson,brian,jia yuan,bao er,sheena,jazer,4 malay upper sec boys,one guy from 1/7,allson.
1st match-4 person v.s 4 person
>Sampson,Bao er,one malay boy and me one team.
>Allson,Jia Yuan,Brian and the 1/7 boy one team.
HAHA...Guess what i think my team won man!!Yeah!!So Happy at first,but when it comes to the second match...
>My team same person but later on Sampson goes some where else.
>3 Malay boys and Sheena one team.
And we lose if I'm not wrong.Bao er said that she has some plan from the upper sec boy,then she say only like 2 Chinese word,keep repeating==So i am very...Never mind forget it.My ankle starts to be in a great pain,just because of the old wound.I hate it!!I can't play well with that pain in my ankle.I keep on bearing with it and continue the match.At first,i wants to ask Allson to sub me out,but then i thought,it's better not to.What if they think i don't like to play with them.Then the matter will be big.So i carried on playing,trying hard to land on the ground properly when i began to jump,but it was so hard,my ankle was still so pain.Got hit by the ball 3 times and Sampson accidentally hit my eye.But I'm alright,the thing that I'm not fine with is my ankle.It hurts me lots:'( They thought that i become moody,actually it's not,it's because of my ankle which is very pain and i don't want anyone to know about it,so i kept it in my heart.But poor thing,can't take it,so i told Sheena about it,Haix...She seem to be don't get it.I told her my ankle hurts and she still want Bao er they all to pass me the ball,sure my ankle will be more hurtful then before what.I told her don't ask Bao er they all to give me the ball,my ankle will be painful.I told her this 2times and then she get it:)
After that,almost everyone goes back,left Sheena,me and one Malay boy,so i asked Jazer to join me as i don't have anymore teammates.He agree of cause,sure a nice guy^^DON'T GET THE WRONG MEANING!! Not sure who wins,but it doesn't matter,as long as me and my teammates played well.If they played well,i will not be angry de.If you don't like it,then don't play basket ball with me okay!

❤Hearts

2009-10-07T18:45:00.004+08:00

In love!

Broken Heart!

In the library...

2009-10-07T18:34:00.002+08:00

My legs...==So ugly:(

Hillars Legs:)
Shy Shy HillarXD

??What was Li fang doing??:S

Oh My God!!!I forgot to take shi hui photos:'(

How could this be happening...Never mind,next time i am VERY sure i will take her photos:P

1st Day Of Night Study...

2009-10-07T18:17:00.003+08:00

Forgotten to post:P The first day of night study in school.Yeah~WE HAD SO MUCH FUN ESPECIALLY SEEING SAMPSON CRAWLING ON THE FLOOR.HAHA...XD

Weirdo==What am i doing??:S

So Sorry!!

2009-10-07T17:47:00.002+08:00

I am sorry,that day Monday,after school.My reaction of sitting in front of you was so...There is always a reason for it,i hope you will understand and accept my apology...I did not do that on purpose,it's just way too complicated:S It's hard to say.I can't say it out,so let's hope everything will goes back to the original way and we will always be friends:) So my dear friend,which names are named in this list,i hope you will not make anything foolish again,i make things clear enough for you all okay??So please don't get me into trouble alright??:)
Have a nice day!!!

Name List:

Hillar
Li Fang
Sheena

My dearest sister ROM

2009-10-04T11:42:00.016+08:00

❤❤❤❤

2009-10-02T16:53:00.004+08:00

❤I want to talk to you
❤I want to hear your voice
❤I want to see your beautiful face
❤I want to LOVE you forever and after
❤I want to promise you and never break it

❤WILL YOU BE WITH ME??
❤I HOPE YOU WILL...
❤I WANT YOU BADLY...
❤WILL YOU NOT LIE TO ME??

❤IS HE THE ONE I AM ALWAYS FINDING FOR??
❤WILL HE BE WITH ME??
❤IS HE GOING TO LIE TO ME??
❤WILL HE PROMISE??
❤IS HE LEAVING ME ALONE??
❤WILL HE BE TREATING ME WELL??
❤IS HE BELONG TO ME??
❤WILL HE BE RIDING A WHITE HORSE,JUST LIKE A STORY TALES??
❤IS HE GOING TO MAKE ME GONE CRAZIER??
❤WILL THIS BE OUR LOVE STORY??
❤IS THIS THE ONLY ONE TIME THAT WE WILL BE IN LOVE??
❤WILL THIS BE BLEEDING LOVE??

❤I WILL BE THINKING OF YOU ALL DAY LONG<3

❤THINKING OF YOU!!
❤BELONG TO ME!!
❤WHITE HORSE!!
❤CRAZIER!!
❤LOVE STORY!!
❤BLEEDING LOVE!!
❤ONE TIME!!
❤FOREVER IN MY LIFE!!

❤YOU WILL FOREVER IN MY LIFE:)

Crazier!!

2009-10-01T22:17:00.003+08:00

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til' you opened the door
And there's so much more
I'd never seen it before
I was tryin' to fly but I couldn't find wings
But you came along and changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me Crazier Crazier Crazier

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my my feet off the ground
You spin me aroundYou make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

Ohhhh

Baby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore
Oh Ohh

You lift my feet off the ground You take me away
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
Crazier Crazier

Paparazzi!!

2009-10-01T21:58:00.003+08:00

We are the crowd, we're c-comin' out
Got my flash on, it's true
Need that picture of you
It so magical, we'd be so fantastical

Leather and jeans, garage glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us it don't have a price
Ready for those flashing light
'Cause you know that baby, I

I'm your biggest fan,
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazziBaby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be
Your papa, paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me
Papa, paparazzi

I'll be your girl backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah, cause you're my rock star in between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and we turn
My lashes are dry, purple teardrops I cry
It don't have a price, loving you is cherry pie
Cause you know that baby, I

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be
Your papa, paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me
Papa, paparazzi

Real good, we dance in the studioSnap, snap to that shit on the radio
Don't stop for anyone
We're plastic but we still have fun

I'm your biggest fan,
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazziBaby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be
Your papa, paparazzi

Promise I'll be kindBut I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love mePapa,
paparazzi

English Exams!!

2009-10-01T17:17:00.002+08:00

So nervous today,my palms were cover with cold sweat this moring,then go meet Sheena at vista and went to school together.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO SAY MY HAIR IS DYED,BECAUSE I DID NOT!!I DON'T WANT TO REPEAT MYSELF AGAIN.IT IS NATURALLLLLL!!!!!!!!!OKAY????????LOLX!!Lame== I am very scared,because today i write the FORMAL LETTER to INFORMAL...After i knew it,i was like OMGGGG!!Why??:( Sure die....God Bless Me!!

2009-09-29T18:45:00.003+08:00

Cute right??My friendz leh!!HAHA...^^

Photographer:ME!!XD

Victim:Yong Kang,Jazer,Jian Xin & Most importantly my dearest friend SHEENA!!;D

Place:Christ Church Sec,Indoor sports hall,Basket Ball Court:)

Withness:Unknown :S

Something i want to say

2009-09-27T18:43:00.003+08:00

I want YOU badly!!
I miss YOU!!
I like YOU!!
I know you never like me before,but i hope you will when i say "ily" to you.
I never want to leave you
I never want to forget you
I never want to say i hate you
But i do hope you will not lie to me.
"I will not lie de. Only lie that will give a surprise=]"
That's what you say to me.I like you,i want you,i miss you,i promise you,i never hate you,i never dislike you,i will be with you,i never leave you.
Mostly,I LOVE YOU!!

BasketBall

2009-09-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,i was quite sad because of some personal things.Actually,i was about to go to library alone,then Li Fang accompany me.After that,i realised that Hillar and ShiHui came along too.Then after that i go find Sheena,accompany her go home,then go Christ Church there play basketball.Played match with those i do not know and we played the full court.Not tired,because never really did go run.After the match,saw Zi Xuan,Shamus,Yi Jie,Kenny and one more guy,don't know him.They borrowed basketball from Sheena,so i asked Sheena to accompany me to go share court with those people who we just played match with us,not long ago.So fun,then i reached home its like almost 10:30pm.So tired,take a bath and sleep.

Feelings

2009-09-26T12:22:00.004+08:00

I hate the words 'LOVE' as it remind me of someone.
I wish that i never met this guy,
i hope that i never fall in love with him.
I hate it when it comes to an end,
i want it to continue,
but with a good ending.
I can't take it when i knew that there was nothing left for us.
I felt as if i was torn apart...
I felt as if i was missing in the forest,
i felt as if i am no longer in this world,
i felt as if i was about to die.
My heart,my souls and my mind were taken to a place where it is no where found.
When my heart,my souls and my mind were gone,i know it is the time to say goodbye.
As i had nothing to go on with my life.
I want him back,i miss him loads,i love him more then anyone do,
but i had to tell myself,there is nothing else i could do to make everything goes back.
I had to give up of him,i had to let go of him,i had to accepted the reality,i had to carry on with my life,i had to let him know i can do everything perfectly without him.
But no matter what i did,the scars in my heart will never gone,it will still bleed when i see him,it will still hurts when i heard his voice.
Hope that everything will come to an end,where i will never see him again,i will never hear his voice and never gets to remember him again.

It's Gone!!

2009-09-24T20:43:00.002+08:00

When i say its gone,it means,it will never be back again anymore.
The world has starter to change,even my love that is hiding in your heart,it has already moving slowly out from your heart.It will soon become a heart that is torn apart and soon be dead.There's nothing else to save it even if you love me...
Because an end is an end,whenever it comes to an end,no one,no body,no matter what,it will not be together as it will become ashes and fly away along with the wind to the sea,deep deep into the sea bottom.
Where no one else could ever find it.There will be no more past,no more painfulness,no more sadness,no more future.

Looking forwards!!

2009-09-24T17:54:00.002+08:00

I'm so excited about tomorrow!!XD Night study for me!!!!And my friend,YAY...So happy,haha...Maybe Zheng Yu will be joining us after his remedial,hope he can come join us:D But also do hope that my friend will not mind if i asked him to come over and join us.Hehe...Still waiting for someone reply! :) Okays!!Nothing to say about today,because nothing interesting happen today,so bye bye!!^^
GOOD LUCK!!
MY FELLOWS FRIENDZ...
ALL THE BEST!!
DON'T WASTE AWAY THE EFFORT YOU HAD BEEN PUTTING IN TO GET THE RESULT YOU ALWAYS WAITED FOR LONG AGO^^
Alright!!Let's do our best together!!
GAMABATEE~ >.-

KANA HIT BY BALL!!!GRRR

2009-09-23T19:26:00.002+08:00

Today,very unlucky,get hit by the basketball,but actually won't get hit one:( Is because i want to take the re-bounced of the ball,then one boy go steal from me,then we both got injured.My lips bleed:'( SOOO...PAINNN...Almost cry out,but still a little of tears drop out:P Then played match,fall down because i and one boy accidentally knocked down each other,somemore still same team.HAHA...So funny:D He helped me up.Such a nice guy!!But not really ver unlucky,yesterday go civil centre with my friend Rebecca,we met up and do homework together,then i keep knocking on those tables and windows.Sadded.And today we met up again,we do our homework in the library,then now change to her keep injured herself.Poor thing:P HAHA...Then we today said the same words three times.LOLX!!So weird,but funny,is this fate??HAHA...LOLX!XD

Going To School!!

2009-09-22T18:17:00.002+08:00

Wow!!Today,is like a surprising day to me.While i was waiting for Sheena,one of my friend message me and ask me whether he could go school with us a not,of cause its fine with me,so friendly:P haha...I'm not sure Sheena will want a not,so i decided to ask her and she says anything.Then Sheena called me and said her sister going school with us,and she said she don't want to go with him,maybe not very close so don't want to.But he was about to reached vista,so Sheena sais never i go school with him,then i agreed.When i walked school with him,i felt a little shy,haha...So weird,i don't know why:S But i do know he is quite a nice guy!!^^ When it was recess time,I saw Allson buying food from the Chicken Rice Stall.He saw me and said "Hi,Shorty."So bad,haha...But i don't mind,because i used to it and i know he is just joking only,i admit i am short as well:)Then i replied him back that he also not very tall,he said he taller then me can le.So funny leh him:D
Okay,got to go.Byes~

:S

2009-09-21T21:14:00.002+08:00

I am very confused on something,not sure what is the answer,i hope the answer will soon come arcoss to my mind and heart.Then i will relieved,but i do want to tell this to my friends,but don't know how to start telling it,because it is way too complicated:(
Never mind,maybe when times past by,i will soon know what is actually in my mind and heart:)
So Good Nightz:D
Sweet Dreams!

The Food Day!! XD

2009-09-20T14:12:00.008+08:00

A?Z?A?

2009-09-20T09:58:00.002+08:00

A?Z?A? Which one??I'm confused:S God please tell me the answer.Which one should it?Which is the one that belongs to me?Which will be the one that is suitable for me?Which is the one that i should choose?? :SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I hate it when it comes to choose something that i can't make any decision,its also good to have no decision for you to make.

Answers

2009-09-19T21:03:00.002+08:00

Dogs XD
Depends on which guy i like:)
Well,actually should be badminton la:P
POKKA brand:D
I think is Ghost movies
All colours,they all means something to me==
Strawberry
Yogurt,low fats==
Apples
Both,they remind me of 2 of my friends.HA HA...

So did you guys get the answers correct?

Questions

2009-09-19T20:22:00.003+08:00

Let's see will you be the same answer as me,are we alike.

What you prefers,hamsters or dogs?
Will you like a guy which is handsome but poor or ugly but rich?
Love basket ball or badminton most?
POKKA brand or bubble tea?
Ghost movies or Funny ones?
What colours you like?
Chocolate or Strawberry?
Yogurt or Ice-Cream?
Apples or Durians?
Monkey or Pig?

2009-09-16T23:25:00.005+08:00

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This LOVE is to be given to all my friends to see it,enjoy it,love it,like it,take it and give it.

2009-09-16T22:04:00.011+08:00

I can't take it when i heard it,

I can't believe it when i see it,I can't

accept it when sense it.Stop pretending as if

I'm not around,stop starring as if i care,stop talking on

my back as if i can't hear you.Don't you ever hate it,don't you ever try it,don't you ever reject it.Do believe it,Do love it,Do accept it.

I will not die.I will not give up,I will not cry for it,I am willing to wait,

I am willing to keep,I am willing to promise.

Try it

Like it

Love it

Have it

Keep it

Cry for it

Wait for it

Don't give up

Promise it forever

Actually,this should be a tree,but i don't know why it ended up like this:(

2009-09-16T21:42:00.002+08:00

Today the new art teacher Mr Li/Lee come and teaches us.He is very nice to us,he gave us a lot opinion on our painting,but not mine,he just says very good!LOLX...Of cause la,haha...jkjk.Today too hyper liao,i very bad sia,pick on Alicia:P Sorry!:( Today i suddenly became insane.Ignore my words okay?Da ren you da liang,yuan liang wo:)

Trainings

2009-09-14T22:55:00.004+08:00

Today trainings is the last training:( Hope can have trainings again,but don't want the su-side run.HAHA...Sorry,don't know how to spell it:P Now i can everyday go to our own study group i guess so.Maybe weekdays,but not weekends.Not very sure as well.Today's trainings,don't know what's wrong with me.My knee cap is very pain,not knowing the reason why,same as Amadea,she too but worst then mine.Now my leg muscle is so numb and no energy:( Drinks H2O or sports water maybe even 100 plus.LOLX XD More like POKKA green tea.HEHE...Because 'he' likes too^^OK,now i go do my homework le:D Bye~

2009-09-13T14:26:00.003+08:00

HEHE...Today,going to Tampiness with Li Fang to visit my mother.HAHA...So happy today,recieve so many message from my friends saying happy birthday to me.I will take a lot of our photos,when i come back i will let you all enjoy haha...lolx Stay tune to louiscia blog,don't go away== LAme...

'HIM'

2009-09-12T23:30:00.003+08:00

Just finish reading 'his' blog.I wanna cry,who can lend me their shoulders?Do u know why i use grey?Every single colour i use represent my emotional.I'm quite upset now,because he is trying hard to give up that girl.But i hope that girl will accept him because i rather give him up then seeing him so miserable in his life.I once comfort him try not to give up her,maybe try to let her fall in love with you.My readers should be thinking what am i doing.I had the same feelings too what am i doing,why must i make him like her more.I am not sure what i am doing,I'm very confused.He replied me back its impossible,i said to him,nothing is impossible.Unless,she has someone in her mind.Haix.He said he think she really has someone in her mind.When i saw this words i knew he is very upset.Because i can feel it.My heart is like very sour and hurtful...

Celebration of my birthday with sheena,hillar,li fang and kun kun

2009-09-12T21:36:00.008+08:00

I had a great time today,this is the best birthday celebration i ever had.THANKS GUYS!!!LOVE YA~

2009-09-12T20:24:00.002+08:00

Finally,it has come to an end.I'm so tired,but still online,hope to see 'him' online.Then can chat:)Today Sheena,Hillar and Li Fang has a surprise for me.Sheena bought a birthday cake for me to celebrate my birthday early because she is not free tomorrow.YUMMY!!!Only 4 of us and one little boy,Sheena younger brother.He is damn cute!!!I love him XD Today weather is very hot,the sun were shinning directly at us.So bright and hot,the ground was like a boiling kettle.When i settle down on the ground it's like I'm burned into a roasted pig.After Hillar and Li Fang took the bus way back to home or date with someone.I and Sheena played one last match 1v1,guess what i think i won.Not sure,later ask her,when we two going to 515 to buy my dinner,half way there,i realise i left my house keys at the basketball court.I was nervous,but in front of Sheena,i intend to be very calm.when we headed back there,we couldn't find my keys.Then when i about to give up,i intend to be refresh back what Sheena told me earlier,she said maybe Hillar had taken my keys.I quickly use my phone and called her.God bless me,the keys is with her,then i asked her Monday then return it back to me.What a relieved:D But when i reached home,i found out that no one is at home,how unlucky i am today.I try to called my sister,she did not answer,then i called my brother,he wants me to go to 528 to get his keys to open my house door.Haix...I am damn tired,but no choice,i headed to 528 and get the keys.How troublesome.Now i caught a flu/cold.Keep sneezing:(But much better now,my cough is still that bad not really that bad too.HAHA...Don't know what I'm talking about.

To Bao Er

2009-09-12T12:35:00.003+08:00

There is something i always wants to tell it to you Bao er,i will respect everything you choose in your life whether which path you want to choose.But i do really hope you choose the right choice in your life.Now your situation should be one of the path is going to ruin your whole life and other should be bring you to your happiness path.You may think she is a nice person,i don't blame you because i don't really do go make friend with her,so i do not know her well but aleast i do know that she has done something wrong in your life.I might not be a good friend as well to you or even everyone,i don't really do care,because i think i did to you is right,i don't think i am wrong because i do really care of you as a good friend.I don't want to see you to have any regrets in your life.I don't want to see all of my friends to cry,because it do hurts me a lot more then you can imgaine.Understand?But of cause you can ignore my words as you have the right to choose your life.Just remember if you do really regrets,don't be upset,don't think you are alone because you still have me.I will always open wide my door to welcome you any time.Even until i'm dead:)

Colourful post

2009-09-12T12:06:00.004+08:00

Later on,i will be playing basketball with Sheena,Hillar and Li Fang at Christ Church basketball court.Haix...My cough is still that worst keep on coughing,my voice is like fading off.Saddled.But after taking pi pa gao,i feel much better.Aiya,don't know is pi pa gao or whatever.Whatever it is,it really makes me feel much better.Yesterday benard very funny,he asked me to go in to pet society to see whether his character is faceless or not.After loading for awhile went to visit his pet,well,not surprising,it is faceless and one of his eyes is on the floor.I asked him why does his pet is faceless and one of the eyes is on the floor ,he replied:Cool right?Sweet right? ==" How lame he is,weirdo.No la,joking joking only.HA HA...I am still thinking why does he says that He Hates this world.I know there has a lot of unforgettable memories that were all so hurtful,but we can always turn things right.Am i right?Hope he will be fine.Oh ya,I'm not talking about 'Him' I'm talking about one of my friend.HAHA...Don't misunderstood.=="Siao Sia,for what you all will misunderstood right?Weird me...Yeah!!!I uses all the colour today i mean not all la,just those colour,one from one rows.:D Except for white,grey and black.Because i just realise only and there is nothing much more to post for my blog:P

Present to Bao er

2009-09-11T09:50:00.004+08:00

Louiscia(Kiam Pei) Sisters!4ever
LOVE! Joey(bao er)

This was the birthday present i give to Joey(bao er)1E1.This is a special gift,this is the only gift that i use my own hand to do it,its use by clay and i spent a lot time to make it to a prefect shape and let it dry for a few days,then finally paint it and let it dry again.
Bao er,u have to take good care of it,don't drop it don't let it crack and do not let others play with it,they might not be careful enough and drop it.Can u promise me?
I'm sure you will right?:)

2009-09-11T09:36:00.003+08:00

2More days to go to my birthday,too bad i may not be able to eat my birthday cake as i am sick now:(
But this Sunday,i am going to visit my mother:)There was one time i and my sister went to find her,she lose weight.But she is still the mother then i once know before,she is still that cheerful face and the childish character but full of painless that she had before.I'm glad she leaves us,she looks much happy then before,although i really hate her,why does she leave me.But looking at her now compared to the past,i think she chosen the right choice.